Child of God
The child

Name: Faith Chan Peixin
Age: 21 years old
School: Singapore Institute of Managemnt University(SIM)
Birthday: 18th November 1988

About you:
A child of God who wishes to follow the Father wherever He goes!
One day, i want to go to other countries!
I wanna be someone who dreams in adversities!
And i'm so so so in love with God!


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Ipersonic Test and the end of exams!!
Mugging mugging mugging
Outreach.
Straining
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Coolest days
Update~!
Haha, a rare post indeed.
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Tuesday, November 10, 2009

( Ipersonic Test and the end of exams!! @ 7:42 AM )

It's the end of my exams!! And the last paper is really blessed by God as well!! He guided me through! I really think the first paper is the worry only... Anyway! I just did my Ipersonic Test!!! I'll post the results later.. My birthday celebration is postponed to the 29th Novemeber Sunday. So my invitation hasn't start yet.. The plannings can kinda get difficult... it's really an investment to hold such a big party! But i'd really like to bless especially those who serve alongside with me and see some old friends again =) Anyway... it's kinda costly, so unable to invite all~ Forgive me manz~ Anyway! The results kinda interesting lol~

Sensitive Doers are gentle, modest and reserved persons. They cope well with everyday life and like their privacy. With their quiet, optimistic nature, they are also good, sought-after listeners and other people feel well in their company. All in all, this type is the most likeable and friendliest of all personality types. Tolerance and heir regard for others distinguish their personality. They are very caring, generous and always willing to help. They are open to and interested in everything that is new or unknown to them. However, if their inner value system or their sense of justice is hurt, Sensitive Doers can suddenly and surprisingly become forceful and assertive.

Sensitive Doers enjoy the comforts life offers to the full. They are very happy in everyday life. Sensitive Doers are often gifted artists or very good craftsmen. Creativity, imagination and an especially keen perception are just a few of their strong points. Sensitive Doers are very presence-oriented; long-term planning and preparations do not appeal to them. They take life as it comes and react flexibly to daily demands. They do not like too much routine and predictability. Their talents come more to the fore when work processes are variable and there are not so many rules. Sensitive Doers like to work alone; if they are part of a team, they do not get involved in competitive or power games and prefer living and working together harmoniously and openly.

Sensitive Doers are completely satisfied with a small, close circle of friends as their need for social contacts is not very marked. Here, too, they avoid conflicts - quarrels and disputes put considerable strain on them. Sensitive Doers are often very fond of animals and are very good with small children. As partner, this type is loyal and reliable and is willing to invest a lot in a relationship. Mutual respect and tolerance are very important to Sensitive Doers. Their love of pleasure makes them a pleasant companion with whom one can experience intensive moments. They like to look after their partner with attentiveness and small gifts and are very sensitive to the partner’s needs - often more than to their own. However, should they meet the wrong person, they run the risk of being taken advantage of. They are then deeply disappointed.

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Tuesday, November 3, 2009

( Mugging mugging mugging @ 11:53 PM )

I just had a spiritual and educational awakening from God... Just had my first paper, Distribution Channel yesterday... I did horrible... Because it was very focused on some of the points... Den i didn't study very detailedly at that... So i didn't answer it pretty correctly... Amazingly, God spoke to me above one of the answer of the question... but cause i didn't have enough faith, i only changed part one of that question to it... Lol... Well, now i know God does give answers when we ask him for it during exams. XD

After the paper, i felt really discouraged really, at the fact that there's a 90% chance of me failing the paper and i'm serious. But i believe in God and the way He does His work.. if this is so, God must be using this opportunity to help me to wake up from my own world... =) I haven't been able to focus to study properly the past two weeks... Took a really long time to settle down really... And now, i'm using my break time to blog since i studied for 2.5 hours. Much more chapters to go!! And spotting questions seriously due to lack of time... But honestly... don't have confidence to spot the right questions... There's still much much much more to study and i'm mugging like mad right now... =) But i want to do my best... I still remember this letter my dad wrote to all his children just a few months ago on his plan to go on a 2 year travel around the world with mummy... Daddy has diabetes and high blood pressure... And his diabetes are affecting his gums and teeth.. Shall not cry because i don't wanna get all emo =) But God really reminded me... I don't want to retain for another half a year and see my parents support me for another half a year... I want to support myself... Still, i lift all good and bad up to God! =) For I can praise in times of good and bad to God =D

Haha... just wanna say... God is good to me =) Cause he knows what matters most to my heart... =) I'm just gonna do my best and honor him with all the best i can give to him.. The results? Sure i want all the High distinctions and stuff... but all these is in God's hands for him to decide... i'll just do my best!! =D

Went for paintball session with the SP and NP potential leaders team. HAHA!! IT WAS AWESOME!!! The pictures are in zejun's profile and facebook. It was seriously fun! I had a whole lot of screaming cause i was so scared the paintballs gonna hit my uncovered fleshy legs and my collar bones and neck and stuff... I really hate pain... But when i got my first shot on my hand... it ain't that painful. LOL! Had loads of fun shooting at the people... Sorry zejun~ I shot ur finger... But WOOHOO!!! I shot someone. LOL!!!!!!! Opps... But i thank God so much for placing a group of fun-loving people in my life =) And a caring leader as well~ Thanks Colin, Zejun, Jolene Lau.. =) God bless ya all!!! It's been some time i had played something so exciting. LOL!!! Next time, i wanna aim at Xiaoying Valerie Priscilla and Ezri Chew. LOL!

Praise u my Lord!!!

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Friday, October 16, 2009

( Outreach. @ 10:51 AM )

Haha... yooo... taking some time to blog right now. Tomorrow's the Bittersweet ESS! And i believe strongly there is spiritual attacks. Tomorrow, is our NP's prayer walk. I'll be opening, and Jolene wrapping up. I just came back around 12pm from evangelism starting at 6pm all the will till 10pm. The NPA1 Guys gathered for caregroup today, and we are to evangelise in a different way. We wrote a short note on post-it pads and had it stuck to the back of the card. It was a personal invitation and wishing for the person to come for our special service. Afterwhich, we will not force the person to listen us go on and on, but instead, we'll ask them a few questions and pass them the cards and told them to contact us if they were interested. We situated ourselves at Dhoby Ghaut and Plaza Singapura. Some went to Grand Cathay and some went to Paradiz.

The determination of the group members are really strong. They are self-motivated and willing. I'm really proud of every single one of them =) Great job guys! Me and Joel were a team and we managed to get quite a number of NP people and even caught one of his friends! And we had one confirmation from his friend at PS area!!! Praise the Lord!!! We pray that God will make it possible for him to come! =)

Later on we rushed back to NP because FMS was breaking camp at 9pm... but they released earlier... they left at 8.30pm.. so we didn't manage to catch them... Still, we continued to approach whatever little people we see... And me and Clifford managed to grab this remaining Year 1 guy from FMS Mascomm!! And he told us he'll try his best to come down tomorrow!!!

To be honest, i'm filled with faith how God is going to work this time... I truly believe He's going to bless us in this ess. That He's with us... That He's watching and His hands are upon us..

My exams are reaching in two to three more weeks... As i type, i'm actually feeling the pressure... There's much for me to do, and also studies to cope... And moments ago, i was tired to the brink that my body just had a muscle cramp... to be exact, my right side of my body... my hands, my legs... but my hands suffer more from it.. As i was praying to God, God reminded me to trust in Him and believe in Him. I told God that I don't want to be a person who preaches for my people to trust in God in their studies and devote their all to ministry, and yet me myself a bad testimony with bad results. And God reassured me, to take faith in Him... to trust.

Just now, i was filling up my water bottle, my right hand could be deemed useless.. it hurt so bad with the weight of the kettle i'm holding... and easily, my left hand supported that weight making it easier for my right hand. God is like our left hand/right hand. We seldom use Him, seldom go to Him, seldom trust in the strength that we are not used to using. However when the thing we're comfortable or the hand that we're so used to using, reached its limit, broke down, you start to realize how limited the thing that u are used to actually is. Yet wad strength wad we've not noticed, and been used to depend on is actually is....

We trust in what we are used to because it has won us some battles... won us some victories... but it is limited... that when at the most crucial of time... when u have a prayer meet tml.. it fails to even meet the basic need... but God, is limitless =)

Last but not least. God spoke to me through this muscle cramp that this pain that i'm going will make me stronger as i endure =) Just like how the bible says

Romans 5:3-5
Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.

YA-HA!

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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

( Straining @ 9:47 AM )

Wow, this is the first week of study week! But yet, i feel unrest.. i wonder is it because of the weather? Still, i'm excited for an upcoming church project... because i really wish to see a breakthrough personally, and also wish to see a good piece done... There's much on my mind, but really depending on God for it yeah? Because there's no point fearing so much because things in God's will has never failed to happen. =) His ways are higher than mine. I just pray for more and more wisdom, more grace on me~!

Btw, i had a great time with the caregroup in town last week... going for beancurds and chicken rice... haha~ NP people are really a bunch of fun to me... =) Zikang and Huipeng's going to missions this week le!!!! Honestly, i'll be missing them so much~ haha~ hope they have a great time!! and really grow when they are serving God over there... I really pray for God to open their spiritual eyes and relationship with Him even more and even deeper than before! =) I believe that this trip is going to be a lifechanging one for them!

Haha, cheering all my sheep on in whatever they do!!! =) Really hope for God to preserve them and usse them even more =) For joy to overflow their lives ^^ There is none like You yeah?

haha~ random rantings~ Love you Lord~

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Monday, September 21, 2009

( - @ 12:45 AM )

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Friday, September 4, 2009

( Coolest days @ 10:01 AM )

I wanna give thanks for many many things~ Two days ago, i spent a day finishing my marketing research project findings segment alone!! =) Of course, not totally alone, but i organised the researches... There were about 6 articles and journals to read through.. And i tell you, i hated details and reading these kind of bo liao stuff! =/ Just not patient enough lol~ But i did it anyway.. within a night, God did a miracle, i finished it up~ =) When i finished it the next day, i was so so happy! Because i knew God brought me through. There is no way for me to finish it considering how distracted i was at every page of the research. LoL~ (Imagine if i had 100 pages per research, and distraction time was 15 mins per page). After i finished my research,i went on to finish my pastoral stuffs, i mailed out the letters that my sheep had written to fellow caregroup members... And when i was walking to the post box with the letters in my hands, i just could feel the love of those letters from the writers to the recipients... And i'm so touched by what each of these people, miaoxin, bingsheng, zikang, jonathan, huipeng, josephine did... =) You guys are totally awesome and i give thanks for what you've done for the people of God =)

It was a super cool day!! Another day was today!Today we watched 'Facing the Giants' as a caregroup together. An awesome movie... i was really moved myself by the show. I really learnt a lot of principles... All in all, we learnt to 'prepare the fields for the rain' and 'trust in God' and to me 'Don't Quit. Blindfold yourself and walk on if u have to!'. Thank God for Jonathan's mother, she's really a loving woman.. i really look up to this lady who's rather small in size as compared to me... for her loving attitude towards people. She rushed home at 6 and finished buying and cooking everything by 6.45. She prepared pasta for us, and even gave us desert... And offered us cookies that taste so much better than the ones i make =/ Such talent... Anyway, Thank God for this amazing loving woman! May she be blessed along with her family, and may she be healed of her arthritis! =) Such amazing character...

And not only that, what's so cool was!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! An irregular member came to our CG!!! Whilst most couldn't make it today, there was an unexpected guest! And not only did he come, he stayed THROUGHOUT. And he shared with us about the movie! And he enjoyed himself! =) I'm so excited and happy when i saw him! =) It's really so so so cool... But no matter what, i will not take this life in my control or within 'my numbers' but he is God's soul and may God bless him and keep him =) I will let God decide~ =)

God is an uber uber uber cool and loving God. NOTHING is impossible with God! =) There's nothing that God cannot do =) Love ya =)



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Tuesday, September 1, 2009

( Update~! @ 9:15 AM )

Update!! Haha~~ I've been rushing for my projects, but i tell you, it's really information overload~ =) There's a lot to be done, but i really want to do my best. Two years ago, i was squealing at such a time, hoping to step down, making noises of how stressed i was. Half a year ago, i was believing in God, with lesser complains, yet i was anxious. Now, i'm trusting God and wanting to do my best for all my projects =) See what discipline does to us!

Wanna ecourage all that
Hebrews 12:11
No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it.

UH HUH~ See that? Peace!! See that?? uh huh~ Got Rocks~ Woo~ God Rocks~ Yea~ *Rap*
hahaha~ I'm now peaceful~!!!!!

Something i wanna say is, really want to see my shepherd happy =)) To see her enjoy God every day, and receive the best blessings. Shepherd, i never told you how much i loved you as well.. But i really do =) My love for you is that i wish to see the best for you. Regardless of my own carnality and competitive nature, i wish for you to have the best... Wish for you to have loads and loads of joy and that you'd never miss out on God's work. Because i know the best gift to you is not a problem free life... but a life flooded with the purpose in life and being involved in God's commission! I'm praying for wisdom for you everyday! =) Be courageous and do not fear, be faith-filled and go forth and be a City on a hill! =)

Love forever,
Faith =)



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